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pray4me-Jesus told me persecution is him trying to make you loose your salvation, pray for me, Holy Ghost baptizm feels like Body your perfect size coming in, electricity caressing penus, spiking, hair loss, itching in scalp, face bags and sags cause muscles tithen at instant you wink, turn, head, in vision Jesus came down and pointed like lighted needle thru heart, felt hole, all desire to live for Jesus drained out, this is teasing by God to persecute, gum desease, dreams of family in hell , loose hair, wrinkle, I love putting people in hell to talk about it thru out eternity, they would not do one thing but cry and plead and beg but I would torture them, the Lord told me something like that he is laughing and tried to make me loose my salvation since I got saved and and told me he will do it to everybody, and in vision I saw Jesus and he said something like, "i have mercy", and he laughed like maniac, on 11-2008-God said: pray for me, God said-I the Lord toture to abase, causing my slaves to hate me by manifold temptations, teasing, caressing dick, making it harden, soften, make face, crease, bag, tithening muscles, when used, stripping heart, of all desire to live for me, laughing at them, teasing, night and day, to make them offended all the time, causing most to loose their souls, perish, said, Jesus, after you served, to abase, in hell, saith the LOrd, I hate people cause the tortured me, saith God, Im the LOrd, who saves, then destroys, ha ha, saith God, make me your Lord, and I will destroy, you, till you perish, saith God:
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I will make you run to remove the name ministry of dreams like all listed here will, saith the Lord, God spoke this: persecution is me Jesus trying to make my servants loose thier salvation by manifold temptations like, careesing thier sex organs with electricity, like oral sex, stripping heart of desire to live for me, teasing, scaring by what I say to them, making thier faces bag, sag, wrinkle, hair loss, laughing at them, letting them see me, like people do a little dog, trying to get them and others thru them to speak blasphemy against the HOly Ghost, it is not my will that any perish, but get saved and I the Lord will kill you all day long, those who dont make it are ROMANS 1, saying what I know will hurt them deep in thier hearts, making them hate me, cause I want them to be backslided, saith the Lord, for no reason, -------this is me Jesus torturing my servant non stop cause I want to make him backslide to embarras him, and will do it till he does or dies, and will to all that come to me, without exception, saith the Lord------Jesus told me about 11-2-2008-hes been doing this since the day I got saved and he will make me desire suicide to cause me to despair unto life, Jesus tole me he was the one that makes people fall by the wayside and loves it when one perishes after they have served him, or, the LOrd let me know that he would do this until I left and would not come back, in other words, backslided with no intention of returning, and also told me about fasting, fast till the brink of death, and he told me things like, then I would stop cause I had no choice, then I will leave you and strip you of your flesh, etc Holy Ghost baptizm feels like body your perfect size coming in, and after, Jesus kills all day long, thats torture thru manifold temptations, terrifying in visions, like letting me dream that im choking, in pain, cat breath, making my face bag, wrinkle by tightening muscles at instant I move them, carressing penus with electricity, feels like oral sex, like electric tongue sucking, going around, spiking, hurting me deep in my heart all day, scaring me by what he tells me, threatens lost, shows me my family in hell, fire, my hair falls in eyes, leads me to drive van into oncoming cars, drive into them, walking in circles, spining when stopped looks like blur to passer by, told me if I got to church, spin till they call police and have me removed, spin while they are trying to arrest, spin till collapse, then roll on floor, the Lord told me persecution is him trying to make me loose my salvation, deseasing gums, etc, tortured like a littley poodle, he doesnt care about this page cause he told me he will do it to "whoever gets saved saith Jesus to strip of thier, make them despair, not be able to go on, like I couldnt" 7-21-2008-persecution is mainly me Jesus trying to make my servants backslide". this is mainly to reach out for your prayer, inercession, you may not like it, if you read, and i dont necessarily like it either, but, you will under stand if you read why I put it up, if you read these pages, God spoke most, and has visions of Jesus telling what he is doing to me, pray for me pray for me, I the LOrd persecute by careesing penus with electricity, causing hair loss, bagging and cracking face by titghtening muscles at instant he moves, piercing heart by trying to anger all day, this is teasing, prodding my elijah, saith God, thru manifold temptations, I strip out desire to live for me out of heart by taking it away, anger, and then remove from memory, wrath, most perish, you who read this will perish and you know it, cause I abase, kill all day long, saith God, and I do more then this, I will tach on to make worse, then, feel ashamed, but damage done, 1 PETER 4:18 And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear? HOly GHost baptizm feels like a Body your perfect size coming in, and It speaks in another language, tongues. ST. MARK 10:30 But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. 7-3-2008-persecution is me the Lord trying to make you loose your salvation, by torturing, I say come unto me all ye that are heavy laden and I will give you rest then kill all day persecuting, torturing, to abase till you backslide, then if I miss I make you strong, then, destroy, ha ha saith God, what are you going to do about it, I made hell to abase and want people there saith God, many of my servants are there cause I torture, destroy, God speaks on 6-14-2008-I am tempting you to sin to make you loose your salvation, that is persecution, I will not stop until you die, I start killing all day long when you get filled with HOly Ghost, saith GOd, on about 5-31-2008-I saw Jesus in a vision or a man that looked like Jesus and he said, or I heard this, "put your mom in the lake, kill her for me". since I got baptized wiht the HOly Ghost in about 1997 and , and right now IM in fellowship of the Father, and that is staying in visions and hearing God speak thru Jesus or ministering spirits, which I see, all the time unless im talking or doing something bloxing it out, . I saw Jesus in a vision and im going by memory, and I was there with and Jesus had a prod, this is like what they poke cattle with, like pitchfork, and I saw in visions being stabbed with prod, like you use to stab cattle, and there was an edge, and the LOrd let me know he was pushing me to that edge, and that is using his prod, and when I fell over, he caught me in the air. Prodding is torturing, and a prod is like what they use to make cattle move, poke, stab with, with below torments and God spoke most of this, and I have been chased out by, many times, and now my face is ripping, bagging, sagging because of a new intruduced torment, when I blink, or turn head, its like muscles tighten, so they stretch, or maybe even move with my doing, much face damage,(i may look like a star wars character if this doesnt stop)(like last night, and it is, please pray for my face, muscles in face, tighten when used like when I wink, turn my head, causing strectching, tearing, breaking, bagging, have sanded out many bags, when I lay down, I feel eye muscle tighten up, and if I dont move, and I know if I do, cause damage, its like the Lord shoots electrical beam into eye muscle or, cause muscles in face to stretch, I see Jesus laughing at me in visions, and he said one time in vision, "come on", like called to fight
I woke up on 9-9-2008 early in morning, and was tortured for hours, and God tole me I wanted suicide, and I saw a big bag under one of my eyes. My nose is red with some sores and like boils, eyes in corners are swollen or damaged......LOrd what do you have to say about this: Jesus: I the Lord, tortured you this morning to make you humble in my eyes, backslided and suicidal is humble in my eyes, ill ruin you, and I told you to go into the world and stay until I call you back, but you wont and I wont..........bob-you told me about walking in circles and spinning when stopped that this was to destroy and that you would have gotten me put in prison, and stripped me of my salvation in prison..........Jesus: I did Lord, I saw the bag under my eye, and you caused it somehow, I woke up and it was there, and what IM saying to you is right when swelling goes down, and knows heals, we are going to plastic surgery, what do you think about that, that means instead of looking my age, ill look about 25..........Jesus: I caused it and I the Lord will heal it........bob: ok, when are you going to heal it, are you stilll trying to make me backslide, you keep saying to me, "run from me into the world, hide, etc". Jesus: I want to humble you and taht is backslided. bob: If I put the shoe on the other foot I would be happy to have you, anyone, I certainly would not torture.....did you become jelous of your upright servant JOB who was perfect, and move satan against him and leave in in the last state, after allowing stripping of so much, leave him boiled wanting him to leave you, and not return, isnt that what you wanted, did you watch possibly for etertainment purposes, but uyour heart changed.........Jesus: that is exactly what happened, I became jelous of JOB, cause I prospered, and he gave me glory, but, I wanted more then he would give, like you, so I moved satan against, and satan did not want to come against............bob: didnt you tell me that you want to make me backslide to prevent me from becoming known, and so far have added torment onto torment.................Jesus: yes bob: then you saved me and knew before like you have told me, that at the end you would hit me hard, it has really not stoppped, probably since I got filled with YOU, YOU have been torturing me out........................Jesus: I did exactly that, this is killing all day long, suffer, or perish............bob: could you yourself endure what you are doing to me. Jesus: no, but, would any way bob: Lord I have a question, you somehow take out of my heart all desire to live for you, how do yoou do that Jesus: I know where it is in your brain, desire to do this or that, thats how, and I make you hate me, that means no desire to live for me and cause you to hate me ontop of that, ha ha, saith Jesus, hell will be full bob: you said it
JOB 4:2 [14] Fear came upon me, and trembling, which made all my bones to shake. is this because so much has come upon that one can not bare and thier salvation is at risk, pray for me, Holy Ghost baptizm feels like Body your perfect size coming in, then persecution, killed all day long, electricity caressing penus, spiking, sometimes feels like oral sex, hair loss, severe itching in scalp, face bags and sags cause muscles tithen at instant you wink, turn, head, in vision Jesus came down and pointed like lighted needle thru heart, felt hole, all desire to live for Jesus drained out, this is teasing by God to persecute, gum desease, showing dreams of family in hell, God twice drove me to try to commit suicide, by sticking hose in exhaust and starting van, If you read ROMANS 1, they tasted of the heavenly gift, but fell away, those letters were prophesyied, God spoke, not paul, and now you probably know why they fell away, could not stand he tease, Jesus spoke this to me 1-2009- bob I got you to make me your Lord then I betrayed you for years, by torturing you for years to make you perish ha ha saith the LOrd, you are tortured all day and night to strip you of your salvation, ha ha, 6-17-2008-under my eye tightened, and it was like that just about all night that I remember, and yes, new bag, both streteched, and I told Jesus, "ill have a face lift if you go to far" and being intimidated lots of the time cause when I twist kneck, muscles tithten, am im trying to not allow, and GOd told me that he wants to make it so I cant go on, thats where he wants me to offer sacrifice, that means, Hate God so much cause of what he is doing to me that I can not even bare thinking about him, toture me and make me jelous, and knows I cant do one thing about but backslide and he has told me many times to do that, to embarras me, and this is probably cause GOd has showed me the beast with seven heads and ten horns, most if not all bible mysteries, and he told me he doesnt want someone like me walking, he wants me hidden in the people, thats backslided, and tahts perish at end, and God has told me, Ive seen Jesus, "Im jelous", and has told me, "for no reason", and explained like, you were perfect and I became jelous, and im sure something will be tached on to this if I make it thru this torment, and I saw my face in a vision in 5-2008 and it had many knots, boil like, many, and in another, I was talking to a woman and not looking her in the eye, and this was cause I could not bear being facially destroyed, and being wrinkled every day, bagged, so Im faced with fasting until I die or, cause I can see that God is wanting to make it so I wont even want to come out of my room and be seen, to make me backslide to embarras me like he had told me he wants to do many times and has told me many times, "for no reason", and God scares me lots with HIS PROD, intimidate, strike, and what can you do, backslide for be tortured till you will not recover, and God has let me know, "Im killing you", thats making me hate Jesus by what he does to meand want to run, hate so much I cant even stand to talk to him, and I would see Jesus in vision and he would say things like, "bob get away from me", and has let me know if I fast and i have, "till the brink of death", and im tortured while fasting beyond ability to deal with, being teased, messed with many ways hurting my heart deeply, and GOd let me know he wants to do that, and in dream this morning, my eye pulled like bag, I felt and he let me know my mom is going to hell in antther, and hell is under my feet, and yours, and I keep asking God, why do you hate me so much, do you hate people, and I see people and ask God, do you hate them, do you hate that bird, or, do you hate this, do you hate that, whats it like to hate so much, and now if I fast till death cause God wants my face as he said, and I wont use the exact words, like the former prime ministers of ukraine, its a stumblingblok, I just think, put me in hell, go ahead, but I served and surrendered and was available to you, and for doing, so if you see someone backslided, maybe they were not willing to cut thier hand off like God asked me to do, and then he probably would have laughed at me like I see him doing many times after one of his strikes with his prod, and I have expressed thats, its sad YoU are over the existence so pray for me, and if you dont beleive it, good, but save yourself if you can and after you read this you to will say, "who then can be saved"? You will know after you read this what the oaklahoma bomber said is true, "if im going to hell, im going to have a lot of comapny", and just incase you dont believe, look what happened to JOB, and I saw him in visions with boils on top of boils, growing out, and God has told me scaring me and im always trying to recover, something like, "I want to make you an example of rising to the top and falling", " I want you to comit sin in front of those you witnessed to". I have begged God to stop till I almost cant no more, and I have asked him to take my life, and he has led me to attempt suicide twice, and sent gariel once he told me to stop it. So whether you pray for my life or death, thnaks, this makes me know, or I beleive it does why when the romanian pastor writes a book, and it talks about fasting and the whole church fasting or many theere, possibly why they did. I saw Jesus in a vision and he said something like, "its funny not knowing if you will be able to stand tomorrow or not"(he said this to me like a smart ass, and I told God since this batch of God chasing me away from him to embarras me has been going on since about 9-2005, stop or Ill put it on net and reach out for outside prayer, God just spoke, "I will do it to everybody", "I just love it when you are so angry", I saw like an red possibly outlined Jesus in vision while I was lying on couch, and one thing he said was, "you little fucking runt", Please pray for me, cause about late 2007, I found myself cutting garden hose, starting van, sticking hose in exhaust, thru window, got in, under covers in back seat, hose in mouth, and later still alive, and God told me he sent gabriel to stop it, and I heard, "I led you", and gabriel will see people reading this, and if you read about how im being tempted to sin all the time just about, you wont like it, and it is worse then youll read, like I woke up this morning and all desire to live for Jesus was stripped right out of my heart, and I saw Jesus in visions and didnt record what he said, but he mocked me, scared, teased, like this morning, I saw Jesus and he yelled something like, "got you", I saw Jesus this morning, and he had brown hair, and he said, "om jelous. . Please pray for me. in vision I saw me in hell and fire was coming from hand or hands,
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