post Titled: downsizing...

found out that I am getting let-go at the end of the year (well, if you count Christmas break then it is really just about a month more of work). with debt mounting and options running out, the next months will be very interesting for this here blogger... maybe I should go stay with my folks in england for a few weeks extra after Christmas to finish the novel and look for work while trying to clear my head... ugh. Dunno.
but regarding this particular new obstacle,
I feel up and down about this.